Ok life has begun to get more complicated everyday and it is becoming one of those things I feel spining out of control. I have 4 classes and all of them have 5-7 page reports due in the next two weeks! Talk about overwhelmed! Besides that the flu is spreading like wildfire through the school system and , boy I know it will hit our house hard. Jamen having kidney problems ends up with a little thing like the flu being a week long stay in the hospital. I just want to have some kind of support, someone to take the burden off a little and make it easier to bear. I love my kids and my life more than I can ever begin to express here or to them or even myself at any given time, but moments like these make me think "what am I doing?!" I know in a week or a month when it all gets back to "normal" I will look back and read this and know I made it through. It is just when you are in the middle that you feel like there is no up or down and now end to the madness.
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I am glad there are groups like this that are support in a way and they help you to realize that you aren't alone in the world. I love the fact that I can come here and blow off steam. Thank you.