<p> It has been so long since I have wrote here I almost forgot about it. But now you can see that my journal writing at home goes!  HEHE...that is the story of life when you are a single mom trying to fit WAY too much in for right now.</p>

<p> Yes that is definately how I am feeling these days! And on top of that in the last month both of my kids have gotten a year older. Imagine that in one month my kids went from my babies to full fledged kids! Oh the horror ! And now I am 100% in to the I-need-a-new-baby blues. To top it off, my twin sister, who has three kids already, tells me yesterday that she is pregnant again! Just rub it in the face why don't ya...but seriously I am happy for her. That gives me a new baby to squeezy but then I can send it home and get the full night sleep I have always dreamed of.  Who's laughin now sister?!</p>

<p> On a much nicer note, I have almost finished my second semester of school and have come out with all A's and B's at the mid-term(YEAH ME!)so I guess I was cut out for the school thing after all. I have a bunch of papers due in the next few weeks to the end of school, but writing is one of my strong points so no sweat (I hope!).</p>

<p> There is one thing I am missing....a guy! I got so wrapped up in kids and school and making money that I forgot it has been almost a year all alone. The mature side wants to cry due to the lack of companionship, but the side that is still only 23 wants to do a dance, go find their father and laugh in his face..."Haha we did it without you and didn't even miss you"....but I know better. So instead I use the ultimate weapon () I use the mature-I-will-not-stoop-to-your-level niceness! And it is working like a charm....he wants to be here but I am over him. It took me forgetting i missed him to realize I don't.</p>

<p> Ok well off to slay the ghosts of nap time, and work to school work I dread. As always, the mommy warrior is ready for the battle again. Hope a good day to all in their journey through life.</p>