The holiday season is here and I have mixed emotions this season.  I'm happy because three of my children are with me but I'm sad because my 3 year old son will soon be able to be adopted by his aunt and uncle and my 2 year old daughter will soon be adopted by her foster mother.

The most frustrating part is that I still have to deal with DYFS but I'm grateful that at least I don't have to worry about going back to court until after the holiday season and I pray that when I do go back to court that it will all be over and that DYFS will be out of my life soon afterward.